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My my first boyfriend cheated on me 3 years back ! and things were really really bad for me... but I ended up dating again but still couldn’t resolve my trust issues so I had to break up with my other relationships as well !
Nevertheless for the past 3 years my ex tried to contact me and he kept on saying he regrets hurting me and that he can’t move on because he still loves me... after 6 months of telling him to “leave me alone” I decided to talk to him, we spoke and went on few dates and we actually had a weird ex with benefits sort of a thing yes heat and chemistry was amazing !

Current situation: yesterday he went for a football match and he called me several times literally begging me to come to where he was, but since he was my ex (his friends/ my friends were there and they don’t know that we see each other) and since he was drunk I decided to not to go by giving fake excuses... he got super disappointed and then told me to stop talking to him. Today I called him and he cut the line and replied saying he was serious about telling me to stop talking to him. I apologize for not showing up and I asked him I did something else wrong but all he tells me is... chill chill or no you didn’t do anything wrong. And then he said he will call me but it has been 24hours and he still haven’t called me to tell me why he wanted me to stop talking to him just like that... any thoughts?

P. s He told me he didn’t have feelings for me and that he was finally able to move on! And knowing all that I decided to go and meet him because I wanted to stop hating him after what he did. And actually I did stop dating him... but now again I’m confused upon what he did..

I had a thing with a guy on our schools hockey team last August-November. It ended poorly as he was manipulative and controlling. He also made me feel worthless and sexually harassed me. After we ended, his teammate and best friend tried talking to me. I felt wrong about it as I had really liked his friend and wasn't trying to gain a reputation, as I wanted a relationship not a hookup. I soon realized he was trying to sleep with as many girls as possible. I called him a horn dog to a few of my friends but some how word got back to him and he blocked me on everything.

Soon after this, the first guy who I liked tried hitting me up again. I said for him to please leave me alone and then I blocked him on everything as he was playing with my emotions. Now i've been in a happy relationship for a year but im just annoyed that they still react to me.

To this day, more than a year and a half later, his whole team still stares and whispers as I walk by. I'm not the only girl who they've done this too, yet why do they react like this towards me still.
Even my friends have been noticing how much they still care and pay attention to me. It makes me feel really insecure and I start shaking anytime I see the two guys out in public.

Is it because I got the last word and he wasn't able to get me back under his spell and he's butt hurt?