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Hmm. I have stumped my self right now, I have looked at my past relationships and I have been attracted go girls that have problems. I feel like I can help them and make them better and fix them, I feel like if I can build a women they will stay true to me and never leave me that way because they will feel grateful because I made them a better person. Does that mean there is something wrong with me?

Its kinda weird, like I get with them because they fun then get all their problems out of them and help them fix them but they resist me sometimes in becoming better. Its weird. Like my last relationship lied way too much but I fell in love like a dumb ass but knew they were a liar because I wanted love so bad, because its so awesome feeling being in love.

But my current x couldn't handle me knowing when she lying and id call her out on it so many times and most of the things I call her out on she eventually tells me. But the other ones ehhh she won't admit it because I thinks she feels its too damaging to the relationship, but id ask her friends on those questions and id feel they were lying too to cover things up. Its hell weird.

And I flashed on her and called her a bitch and told her to get out of my life, I know its hash, but there is only so much abuse you can handle. Now she ran back with her x because he believes everything she says. Now I still feel the love and my heart is hurting so bad because I love her so much. Its hard to eat like I used to and I feel drained. I fell in love with her pretty quick like after 3 weeks or a month because I knew that's what she wanted and I asked her if she would take care of my heart and brain and id give her anything she wanted in life, but she couldn't do it.

No I'm stuck in pain confused and mad trying to get over her because I knew she loved me and I'm the best thing that happened to her. She would always tell me y I'm with her and I said out of love and I want to make you better. Sex was awesome we had so much fun together, like those two has been the best in such a long time. Oh and she had a coke problem which I wanted to fix 2 because I hate drugs I used to do them and know better now. But dammit I'm so confused and hurt. I still love my x before that she a good girl no drink no drugs no lies but too possessive wouldn't let me even go to gym she thought I was cheating. Which I thought was kinda psycho. Now I don't know what to do but focus on work and make tons of money to get my mind off of things. Any suggestions or comments would be great. Pointers or yeah. Thanks