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I screwed up 2 months ago and as a result, lost this person for good. We haven't spoken since. I've been blocked too. As a kid I used to wonder how can someone that love you hit you. I used to think that didn't make sense.

I ended up doing that myself. I've felt like garbage since. If you hit someone you claim to love (can be a parent, your best friend, your child, your spouse, etc) are you a bad and shitty person?

You may have a best friend, or partner, who is an exception. But if you look in totality, now or throughout your lifetime, do you feel more comfortable expressing all/many parts of yourself to your same sex, or the opposite sex?

Who do you feel more often accepted, appreciated, supported, or understood by?

And did you start out feeling one way, but now feel you have been wronged too many times, or too deeply, and that has altered your trust in them, away from your natural inclination?
(I suspect many of you fall into this thinking. I've heard many of you speak on this.
But don't let that influence you.)