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My boyfriend once told me he was going to kill me and throw me in the Forrest.

Like 2 or 3 years ago...

I got scared and we stopped talking for a long while.

After some time we talked again and he told me he had said those words because he thought he was not good for me and wanted to scare me so that I could get away from him...

now 3 days ago...
we were talking and I asked a question about a girl...

.. He assumed I was “jealous”, which I wasn’t... but I gave him that impression for asking a question and he got mad... saying that I’m too jealous and that I now made his happy mood into a “mean” mood... and then said he wanted to ‘put my naked body on a cactus plant’. 🌵... 😐.. that’s fucking scary!

I stopped talking to him...

and now he calls me crazy saying I’m crazy because I believe that it’s true..
he says I’m crazy to believe that he will go to a store to buy a cactus plant for the sole purpose of putting my naked body on it...

sure, after he puts it like that, he makes me seem like the crazy one...
but im not saying he’ll go buy this plant to do this... I’m saying I’m scared of him for him saying these words...

it implies he can do violent awful things when he’s mad... not precisely going to buy a plant to do what he said, but simply the fact that this nonsense argument provoked him to say these things at all is scary..

what do do you guys think?
I feel I love him but I’m scared...

he didn’t do anything and hasn’t done anything..
but just the fact he said these things scare the heck out of me... like what will happen if one day we get into a real argument... if he gets mad about things I don’t even consider arguments... I don't know how he will react to real arguments..

I don’t want to end up on a dateline or 48hours episode..

am I Overreacting?

So I had my first break up about 4 months ago. The guy never held hands with me, kissed me, or even hung out with me, he just texted me romantic things saying that he wanted to kiss me and talking about his feelings and we texted a long time in the night and hugged everyday that’s it. Despite this, he was the only guy who made me feel special. And after only “dating” one month he broke up with me in a sweet way but through text. This hurt a lot because I was the only one who had feelings and for him I was just a joke he most likely used me to get a girl jealous that he liked for real. I felt so stupid and hurt because other people saw it and I didn’t, I thought they were just being mean. So This guy graduated but I am still in high school because I am a year younger than him. Even though this guy left I keep checking to see if he’s at my school even though I’ll probably never see him again which hurt me. It also doesn’t help that I’m alone a lot due to my social anxiety. I have cried way too much before. I spent a while that I haven’t cried about this but now here I am writing this with tears in my eyes. Also if you can help me how do I deal?