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Last year, i went 4 days without eating, and then i slowly built back up to eating 3 small meals a day. During that period of time i lost 60lbs.

But lately, my overeating has been getting out of hand, and I've gained almost 10lbs back. I hate myself so much, and i feel like if i lose another 60lbs my life will actually be normal for once. I'll be normal. Maybe a girl will like me for once. I don't know.

But the problem is... I'm a freshman in HS, and I'm currently 5'6. My mom is 5'4 and my dad is 5'10, so i used a calculator and it said that i should get to 5'9 or 5'10. But I've heard that good nutrition boosts your growth, and I'm afraid that if i don't get enough nutrition for a short time that it'll have the opposite effect.

I'm afraid that if i starve myself again (even if its only for roughly a week), I'll lose weight at the cost of being 5'6 for the rest of my life. Although, sometimes i think i may as well do it already, cuz it seems I'm gonna be stuck at this height anyway. Most people my age have already had their final growth spurt. Mine shouldve been even earlier than theirs because I'm an extremely early bloomer. I got acne and had my first wet dream at age 9, and i could almost grow a full beard at age 12/13 (i can grow a full one now). Plus, my shoe size has been the same for at least 3 years.

Please help me... i just don't know what to do anymore. :(

Yesterday I saw a dream and dis phrase has stuck on ma mind since then…. i was supposed to be a kart racer…. and I was tryin to finish a solo race under 2 mins…

I was doin very well…. till a former classmate popped up at da end of dis track…. he was practicing soccer solo...

I asked him how he’s been since we’ve to see each other for ages…. and he told me he was practicing soccer…and he also told me he finished all “math-soccer” courses…I asked wot he meant by “math-soccer” and he told me….

“dude all u need to know’s soccer’s based on math….”

Then his coach walked by and he said….

“yeah yer friend’s right…. i tell u as well it’s based on math…”

I don’t remember much after it…but dis phrase has stuck on ma mind since then….

So do u believe soccer’s based on math?