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There is this girl that, to make it a short question, is really, really pretty. She's tall (a few centimeters taller than me I'd say), long straight blonde hair, don't see her smiling much (Adds to the mystery and I love it), and she dresses very non-revealing (Not big coats and shit, but there is like no skin showing, and overall she's really, really, quiet and she is always alone so it's not like I have to go through a bunch of friends to talk to her. I have curly hair, always wear band shirts (70s bands, mostly Pink Floyd and Led Zeppelin), always wear a dark blue Led Zeppelin zip-up hoodie (Because my wrists are really small haha), I wear baggy blue jeans (Non-sagging), and black/brown vans. If I went up to her and said "Hey" and then said "You are probably wondering why I'm talking to you" and then I'd explain how I'm a bit antisocial and quiet (Which I am to an extreme level) and then I'd ask her if she wants to have a conversation (Since she is quiet), and then if she says no problem then I ask her a few questions about herself like what music she listens to etc... Good plan? I'm not going completely with this so it's more natural

Growing up, I've always found it hard to form any sort relationship with anyone; either a friend or something more. I've always feel as though, I was only being used and therefore, in time, people have always abandoned me when I needed them the most. I am only good to them when I am useful to them and mutuality does not exist in this friendship, and hence I became sort of a loner nowadays. To make matter worst, no matter how hard I try in the dating area, I've always found myself in the reject zone, or what you call it, a natural selection. No girls that I like are interested in me, and therefore, I have always been single all my life. I have even tried Match.com, but then again no one was really replying to me at all; even with just a simple hi or hello. The biggest flaw I have is that I lie a lot, and that is simply because I just can't accept myself or can't really share any experience to anyone I make connections with, and that because I have non. In addition, even though I am Filipino or Asian, I have never been attracted to any Asians whatsoever, I've always found myself attracted to Caucasian, specifically brunettes. The probable reason with that is probably because I just hate myself too much to actually like the same ethnicity as I am, therefore lies another problem. Moving on, the worst thing that happened to me is when I went to a bar to meet a friend, in which I came a little early so I sat down not necessarily next to this Asian girl, but an empty seat next to her. Without any restrain whatsoever she blurted out "You've got to be kidding me, you're like 70% of a man (I am 5'4", Asian, wear glasses), and you think you have a chance with this? You have a better chance of winning the lottery than a shot of taking me home tonight, Ughhh" She stormed out immediately, when all I really wanted was a simple drink by myself before my friend gets here. Therefore, I ask. Is some people simply meant to be alone or just way too repulsive for anyone? Please advise.