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The main character syndrome is the felling that everything occures to you for a reason and that u are the chosen one, and your life is like a book or a movie where you have a superior role and all your goals should be known by everybody. You also thick that all other people in your life have a story role, like for exemple the girl who reject you but you have a crush, you thick that if you insist too much you will end with her. The guy who bully you that is the bad guy who will end up badly.
In the end who end up not caring about other goals and stop seeing them as a person but as a object that appeared to make you continue your story.
This is common in teens but it is also very common in adults that are not that sucessful and thick that they are destined to be poor until something good appears for them.

All this starts back in 8th Grade. She stood me. She invited me to the prom with her and change her mind last minute, She still showed up but with one of her friends. I had taken this as us being Together. She broke my heart. She played me. (Also my parents wasted $50 on this.) I over looked this and still tried to go with her in 9th Grade. Turn me down every time... Fast forward to senior year she finally takes interest in me. The Obvious things hug on me (she hugged other guys as well.) & tell her friends who would tell me. . At First i told her no, but eventually I decided to got with. I still was cautious. I thought maybe she do it again. I came up with the "brilliant" Idea to make her work for it... When I saw her not really caring not really "working" for it. I left her for another girl (who was always greeting me, then i developed a crush for her. )... BIG MISTAKE... I later found out how serious she was. She had told EVERYONE & they would ask me. I apologized so many times. Once the girl I left her for tried to help me get her back. A year later... I asked almost EVERYONE I KNOW for advice they said talk to her. I must have blown up her face book with messages. Now I really want her back. When she broke my heart She didn't care. she didn't apologized. I gave second CHANCES. I got to if I can get ONE. I'm at a community college, but in a year or two I'm going to a college in the same city as her college. I know i will bump in to her at some point. I still care about her. I know i'm not innocent (Selfish I think this would never happened If she never did all this. also we never had any conversation or kind of communication.) but , I just want an honest attempt... WITHOUT my paranoia. I stop bugging her on 6/4/15" You stood me at 8th grade prom I gave you a second chance, but i guess that was different." Not sure if it worked. Usually she makes sure I see that she saw my messages, this she deleted it & left it as if she didn't see it. I don't know if is guilt. More...