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So yeah I know I have a boyfriend. I've never cheated on anyone in my life but I have a huge question I've needed answers and advice for years. So I met this guy when I was younger we were child hood friends we are from the same town and he would always hold me at times I was crying and what not. We would hold hands and stay close to eachother everywhere we went. He said he fell in love with me when we first met. We almost ended up dated but he was too afraid to ask because he thought I didn't feel the same but I did. So he had to move and we didn't talk for 3 years straight we started talking again last year but we still have the connection and bond as we did when we were younger. Like a never ending love like nothing can break it. We talk everyday he sends me goodmorning and goodnight texts and checks up on me. He calls me too. Well back in August he went to bootcamp and I feel like I'm loosing my mind because I can't talk to him and we normally talk everyday from the time I wake up to the time I go to bed. I feel so lost and sad with out him but he finally sent me letters back after I wrote to him and he said he loves me to death and misses me and wishes he could hold me and we still have our bond. WHAT IS THIS? IS HE THE ONE?