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I’m not here to force you into believing anything and you don’t have to agree with me but I know for sure that hell is a real place full of demons who are worse than this world’s most sadistic sociopaths. Satan is real and he wants to drag as many souls as he can to hell with him because he hates human beings and he’s bitter about never being able to go back to heaven. Satan and his demons have been spending centuries observing humans and cleverly scheming how to break down the human spirit and dissuade humans from having a relationship with God by distracting us with a variety of things. One of the most powerful, impactful ways being music. Do you think it’s ironic that Satan was the angel of music and generations of people idolize and worship musicians although God said that we should have no other Gods before him? Do you think it’s simple irony that our whole modern day society mirrors Satan’s image; narcissistic, self-worshiping, deceiving, scheming, people brag about being a “beast” and take pride in being wicked/cruel/lacking compassion in the name of pride and ego. Is it coincidence that many people would rather watch a violent fight online or pretend to kill people in video games than pray for 2 minutes? Whether you even believe in this or not, demonic influence surrounds you. Things like depression, self-harm, drugs, and overall self-induced destruction come from Satan’s tactics to destroy us from the inside out.

Spiritual warfare is very real and that’s why there’s constantly a war raging inside of so many of us and we’re so tempted to do things that are bad for us. You do not have the authority and power to create your own rules in this world that guarantee you entry into heaven. The eternity of your soul is very serious. Some of the world's most loved, adored, mighty men and women are sitting in hell right now being tortured because they did not take this seriously.



So, be honest: If you died today, would you open your eyes in hell?

I know I'm only 21, and this won't last too long before I dip back in the water... But seriously, the past 7 months I've really given this dating thing a go and it's all just been a shit show.
I have guys asking me out very frequently and I just decided hey, let's actually stop being an introverted loner and maybe you'll meet someone! Ha ha haaa..

seriously... I have never been such an emotional wreck in my life Hahahah. My god. I never thought dating would be this difficult, or how full of lies other people can be just to get what they want. Man! It's been a long go. I'm SO sick of it! I'm sick of not trusting any dude, how they "aren't ready for a relationship," ... Pushing me to behave in ways I normally never thought I would (stalking them at midnight, setting up fake online accounts to catch them). I swear I'm not psycho! But I hate hate hate being ignorant and being the dumb one. I won't have a guy pull me around like that. My god, and don't get me started on these "mind games." They work! They do work, but I hate being such a fake person to another.

all in all, I've ended up empty handed. I've learned great lessons about players and manipulations, but I am farther away from love and trust than I've ever been. My heart was really broken by one guy, who I spent way more time being dragged around than I should have allowed. I lost myself... I literally didn't sleep and i lost my dignity. Now, I just want to chill OUT and not see any guy or do anything except MY own thing.

normal experience? Anyone else?