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I am in a long distance relationship for almost a year now. We have our usual minor bumps in the road, nothing too big.
Due to working schedule we haven't seen each other for couple of months now. But managed this weekend. Yay.

For whole my life i'm struggling with my selfconfidence and body image (i'm bigger) and I really work on being mentally and physically healthy. But sometimes my mind plays tricks on me...

So, I got this weird feeling yesterday. That something is wrong. I can't shake it off. Maybe are my hormones acting up. Maybe its my low confidence. Maybe its him?

Facts:
- for last six months he is on this mission to lose any excess body fat he might have.
- he didn't want to take off my top during sex (but on other occassion we had sex completely naked)
- he likes of other man are interested in me
- i found some weird note in his flat about how awesome was to get drunk with him (dont know from whom and how old this is).
- he is still very affecionate to me
- he never says I love you (I do)
- we just booked vacations together
- he is still (since day one) very gentelman like towards me.
- everytime he has an option to see me... he travels 6 hours to do so.
- when i'm visiting he always buys my favorite food.

My intuition is more or less ruined since previous relationship when my ex really manipulated with me, so i am not able to tell what is this. Am I just acting up or there is something...

Some guy said he played me. I don't think so.

I'm a good girl and grew up homeschooled. I guess his bad side interested me. During the summer we hung out a ton. I used to say I wanted to drink and smoke weed with him but never did. I also was a sexual tease because of hormones, but I never had sex, masturbated or even kissed a guy.

Basically he hurt my feelings and liked hotter girls whod be more sexual with him. He's 19, dropped out of uni, travels , does drugs, etc.

I slowly came to my senses and stopped caring. His ex girlfriend thougyt she was better than me because she's blonde, blue eyed, a model and a recent saint.

I ended u graduating a year ahead of time to be a freshman like him. My hormones calmed down, I didn't care anymore and I feel amazing. I'm almost 19, a virgin, never masturbated, smart, etc. Fuck him. I'll be every guys dream wife when I hit 30. For now I'll travel, learn and keep living.

I'm having a hard time figuring this out. So me and my boyfriend had broken up, and so during that time I found out he hung out with an old female friend from high school a couple times. When he and I got back together, I had a weird feeling and read their texts. She was being pretty flirty, but he didn't really respond to it. She asked him if he wanted to have a sleepover, and he pretty much made up an excuse. But when she asked if he wanted to have a "pajama party" he replied "yesss." He's always had a lot of friends that were girls, and when I asked him about the text he said she was just kidding and playing around when she said that. He claimed she never was flirty in person really and said she was modest looking when I asked. I feel like they slept together; because I learned that he slept with his ex when we were apart, so why not her too? he claims he didn't, and laughed the last time I asked him. Is it obvious they had sex?