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Well this happened like a month ago when my best friend was not sure if she saw her current boyfriend as more then friends and well she one day decided she should give him a chance and well it was fine well our friendship and then they would spent more time together and I was okay with the situation but I felt awkward when they kissed in front of me it was weird. So then we all decided to go out for new years with her family and then we had fun and it was a good couple of days until when we got back from the trip she and I started to get more distance and we would talk or text for a whole week. And one day I decided to tell her that I didn't want to hangout with her or have nothing to do with her and her boyfriend and she told me why did I take that decision and I told her because I need just no be around them and she simply said oh okay if you need me I'm here and that's it I guess I wanted her to tell me that why lets still be together and have fun like the old times and she didn't and ever since that day she hasn't talked to me or nothing and well I just I was hurting because she was only with her boyfriend and if we all went out I would feel like the third wheel and it sucked! And she is all happy and I'm like what the hell! And we haven't talked for a month and she knew that it was my birthday of February and well she didn't even text me or nothing? Is what I told her bad or should I forget about friendship?

p.s. I'm a gay guy