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My sister is older than me by 3 years but she acts more immature and she's more attention-seeking than me to the point of getting me in trouble a lot of the time. i gave her everything when i was a little including my first barbie doll because she cried really hard and my mom encouraged me to give it to her.

My sister comes home screaming that she's tired and that I didn't open the door for her because she forgot to take her own keys. She burst in and yells saying 'What the fuck is wrong with you, why the fuck didn't you open the door." When I clearly couldn't hear the door from a whole another room.

I was on my boyfriend and he kept asking 'Who was that? Why was she saying that to you." It was pretty embarassing that she was swearing at me while I was video chatting my boyfriend.

Then my mom asks what happens and then my sister suddenly becomes a saint and says "Sorry to disturb you, it's her who didn't open the door for me." My mom gets mad at me and she says I'm ruining the house by yelling when in fact I didn't yell and if I did, it was because my sister yelled at me first. She never blames my sister for anything.

My mom blames it on my boyfriend too, saying how he's made me a bad person and how I'm so obsessed with him when he doesn't care about me etc. She even called him ugly but she never saw him in real life; I think he's attractive. She keeps bringing it up like she actually knows how we really are. My boyfriend doesn't know this because I have to mute it. I''m losing confidence in our relationship because I feel like he will run once he sees my family, I already met his family but they're a lot more laid-back than mine.

My sister has a boyfriend overseas but my mom never blames anything on her ever, so it's unlikely for her to bring up anything about my sister's boyfriend.

And basically my mom gave my sister permission to basically take my laptop and throw it on the ground and I tried to grab it back and she scratched me.