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I am 25 and I feel my situation in life is rather rare. I have no friends, no relationship and my whole family has done me dirty. I have no one in my life, I considered my mother family up until this week, when she chose to not invite me over for Thanksgiving. Other relatives always questioned her love for me, because when I was 8, she put her boyfriend before me when I asked him to leave and he continued to live with us. They’re still together and now I have two half brothers. All my life I’ve just felt like I didn’t fit in, my life is miserable and my bad luck is completely beyond my control. At work I don’t talk to anyone, a few dislike me and I live by myself. My father acted crazy back in 2017 and tries to speak to me, he wants to maintain a relationship with me but I avoid him because he is unpredictable and a man child. Almost all my immediate family on my mothers side did me dirty and I feel so betrayed. I have no friends because people are fickle and I’m single because guys don’t acknowledge me. What is so wrong with me?

My boyfriend of 2 months dumped me:
I texted him as I got home and said:

“You are still my friend DOO. It’s a promise we made long time ago. If you need me as a friend, or need to get anything from the states, don’t hesitate to tell me
I will be there for you, and will always support you regardless of the fact that we cannot be together
It was really lovely getting to know you as a partner DOO, and one day you will find someone you will truly love from your heart ❤️❤️I am sure of it
Happy Halloween”

3 days later- He later texted me and said:
“Dear Omneya
I’ve been sitting here thinking about all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. I’m sorry for that. I’ll always love you and you helped make me who I am. I just wanted you to know there will be a piece of you in me always, and I’m grateful for that. Whatever someone you become, and wherever you are in the world, I’m sending you love. You will always be part of my life
Love you forever and will always do🌍❤.”

Does that mean he regrets losing me? Should I text back?
It was so intense when he dumped me. He never respected me, and had a big ego. He gave out his bare minimum in the relationship. And never fully loved me. I was also toxic, I always pleased him and questioned his love for me. I was also dramatic to him (but I just did things straight from my heart. I felt it all unlike himself).
And when I stopped talking he waited 2 weeks to care to ask, and then I failed to tell him what he had done because I was hurt and was afraid to hurt him, so he dumped me... I felt bad for not giving him closure but he knows he repeatedly fucked me over when I gave it my all with him...