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Now this is a tricky question because besides myself most people think they're going to go to heaven. Think very carefully maybe ask somebody else or somehow I have three people tell you randomly we don't know who they are it's not so much about what you think about yourself but what you do for others. Or how much do you hurt others. And have you asked Christ for forgiveness if you're Christian hater and you're going to Yap about that go on about that just just move along. Nobody cares that's so I just got out of high school to me.
Well here goes this really uncomfortable part. I do consider myself to be a Christian but I don't live like one and I've had some dreams in the last four months maybe three times about being in hell and I think I'm being sent a clear message. I'm a child sex offender.. Im not willing to change, my pretend # is 11 or12 13 to 17 is great, 18 to 28 no problem., above that the ones who I actually sleep with and who are the best in bed but if I'm looking at a picture or imagine into my head it's usually 11:15 luckily for me I like girls with all the clothes on so the point is not important. It should that should be that should be mom p*** and no one should be able to unnecessarily be looking at girls that age and not he punished I still have my principles I hope that I'll change my ways before it's too late right now I'm trying to forget the outside world. And keep myself being punished in here for using this phone too much what's your nose supposed to it all my boyfriend's being moved out because of our romantic involvement and I'm going to be alone everyone on guy ignores me or avoids me because that's why you need a pedophiles I'm going to quit babbling I just got sad I might have to please my boyfriend tonight which is known as poetic Justice. What I wouldn't do to be ten feet away from a woman. But never have the privilege of having another I know what the hell I am and you can say what you know how to spell respond anyway