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Let me explain my situation really quickly.

as a kid i was always shy, lonely
and always hormonal.. mentally.

I was always looking at girls but never said anything,
thats sort of a lie id always hit on my sisters friends but if they werent friends of my sisters then no

I always pictured the perfect girl for me
id say she would have

Big light brown or hazel eyes
be mixed or light skinned.
have curly brown hair

(Creepily this is somewhat my moms description)
my mom has small brown eyes
my moms mixed
my moms hair is naturally brown is reddish but she dyed it black

But anyway that was my dream girl,
no matter how many crushes i had id never change the music i listened to because of them
id always listen to dubstep. that was my favorite genre of music

But when i got in high school, it was like i met the girl of my dreams.. she fits my description perfectly...
Huge pretty brown eyes
dirty blonde curly hair
mixed

It was like someone was listening to me saying the kind of girl i wanted it was literally like i wished for her and she came to me.

The only problem was, she has a boyfriend and i liked her soooooo much...
the music i started listening to changed
i swear i used to hate love songs... hated them.. not my phone has 80 percent of love songs on them.

My favorite song though is
J cole - dreams

This song reminds me of her so much
because he found the girl of his dreams, but he can't have her because she's taken,
and he's willing to do anything to make her his.

i think about her each time i listen to this song which is practically all day
so is it true?

We used to go to lunch together every day. Something about you brought out the funny guy in me which normally doesn't happen. We would always laugh and have fun just being around each other. We lost touch and kind of went our own separate ways. I could never figure out why. I do remember one day you wanted to go to Shoppers after school and I said I couldn't go because of band practice. It seemed like you got mad about that. But I don't think you realized how much making music ment to me.

Our classmates probably told you I had a bit of a crush on you but you probably could sense that anyways and it never stopped you from being my friend before. I definitely knew you weren't attracted to me because I didn't take care of myself back then. And you were the kind of girl who really didn't even have to try. Guys would chase after you. It was such a long time ago, but it doesn't feel like that long ago to me.

I wonder sometimes where you are at in life these days. I bet you got married and had kids. A gorgeous blonde with a great personality like yourself wouldn't stay single for long. I had one girlfriend. Stayed a nice guy, and im still a nice guy in 2016. Only now im just a lonely nice guy who lost touch with all of his friends. You were more of a friend to me than the guys to be honest. Because at least we had a connection that didn't revolve around getting wasted. I never did give up on my music. Im still working towards a music career, but thats all I really have for myself. Do you ever think about me? If you see this, tell me what morning class we had together.