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Guy1 has been a friend for 7 years I met him though my brother. He is funny smart and a great guy we both had feelings years ago but that didn't last long he stoped talking to me for 2 years with out a goodbye he met a girl and had a baby. They broke up almost immediately after the birth. we started talking once again.
After a year we started seeing eachother. Nothing serious because he has a lot going on. We have been seeing eachother for 6 month and nothing has changed and I'm starting to think it never will. He says he doesn't want this right now and he doesn't know if and when he will. He's been very stand off since our conversation he's been ditching me or canceling plans last minute it's starting to makes me feel as if I'm not enough for him again or like I shouldn't be trying anymore. He was always that one person I wanted but couldn't ever have.

Guy2 has been a friend for 2year I met him at a car meet we instantly hit it off and became the best of friends. I can always rely on him and I know he'll be there we talked almost everyday since we have met. We both been going through some hard times so we went for a drive to talk about stuff. He's had a lot of family problems and I'm the only person he can talk to. when I explained to him what has been going on and how I've been feeling he said I was worth so much more then that and deserve someone that values me. I've never had something so kind said to me. The next day I woke up to a message asking me to go out to dinner with him. I told him I would have to think about it.

Here's my issue
I don't know if I should give up with guy one.
Even though he had hurt me in the past. I've never given up on anyone. I pray that he will realize what he can have. But I fear he never will. When he found out I was asked on a date he was angry I would even think about it. Am I horrible for wanted to be respected and loved to have one to call my own.
(I've never had a non-exclusive relationship before. never cared for two people)