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I have been close with this guy for a few months. We are both really bad at showing emotions, so we haven't actually talked about our feelings. However, we have had a few moments where it is clear that he really cares about me, whether it is as a friend or otherwise.

Then, we went to a party together and were really drunk. Earlier in the evening, a guy I had been with before pulled me aside to talk while I was hanging out with this friend. I told the guy we weren't going to be together again, and while we were talking this other girl was all over my friend, but he didn't let it happen. He and I left together to go to another party, and I thought we were going to bring other people, but he didn't tell anyone where we were going. He walked me home after the party, and was telling me about how the girl was all over him, and as soon as I mentioned how I told the other guy that I wasn't interested he stopped talking about her. Then he mentioned that he had made a rule with himself to not date anyone in our grad school class for the first year because they were his classmates, but sometimes that has been really hard. Then when he dropped me off at my apartment, we kind of just stood and looked at each other for a few seconds before I went inside alone.

I know his comment could've been about the other girl, however, she never hangs out with us, so I don't know why he would've said that it has been difficult to not date anyone in regards to her. Plus, he has no issues with people touching him when he's drunk except me. He won't let me hug him or anything, but other people he will allow to do that. Although that could be because he is repulsed by me.

I should note, that he is very classically attractive. I am overweight, and people say that I'm pretty, but I don't know how much I believe them. The other girl is blonde and petite, but he told me that he doesn't like how pushy she is.

What do you think?