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Last year around this time I started dating someone. Before we made it official I told him that I wasn't sure that I wanted to be in a relationship and he said the same thing, but then a few weeks later ended up asking me out. Now, why I said yes when I wasn't sure I wanted to be in a relationship I can't tell you because I don't know myself. Anyway, I ended up breaking things off with im inbetween Christmas and new year's.
I asked him to give me some time because it wasn't that I didn't like him, I just wasn't sure I wanted to be in a relationship. I told him that at that time all I could offer him was friendship, and he told me that he couldn't accept that and still tried to hit me up all the time and what not so I ended up blocking him on social media and my phone. He facebook messaged me and told me that he was sorry and if that's all I could offer he would accept that for the moment. Long story short, he couldn't follow through on that and I ended up not talking to him.
Over the summer he texted me and asked me to hang out but he was talking about more of a "hook up" and I wasn't down for that so I told him no. A few days later, I text him asking if he wanted to hang out and he said sure and we set up a time and place, but I bailed on him. I felt terrible about it but I didn't think it was a good idea. I wanted to be his friend before I became his girlfriend because I think that those make the strongest relationships. So I didn't talk to him for a while after this.
However, last week I text him apologizing for bailing last time and asking him if he wanted to hangout and I would definitely show this time and he said okay. I got to his house last Wednesday and we hung out for an hour playing rockband. I went back again Thursday and we watched Game of Thrones for a couple hours and then we ended up having sex, and cuddling and acting really coupley. Later that day after I left I told him that I didn't come over to have sex, and he said that he

I don't understand what happen between us 🙃😕.. And I don't really want to know either.. All I know Is that everything that I have said to you I've meant and I'm holding down to my promise of always being here for you.. I never really imagine us actually breaking up.. I always thought what ever was going to happen we were going to talk about it and try to fix it but that's something that we lacked in our relationship we never really talked.. Even tho we haven't really talked in a long time because I never had my phone and yours is of I never thought that saying goodbye would have hurt this much since we never talk but I was completely wrong see even tho we didn't talk I always thought that I would cross your mind but now that we are no longer together I know that I won't cross your mind the same way Ima just be someone in the past and it hurts but I guess it is what it is.. Trying to be happy is hard when you no longer have the person who always made you smile.. we are not capable of holding a friendship I'm sorry but that's a death sentence because it would most likely give me false hopes so I'm sorry but a friendship is out but if your down or something happen you know you can trust me and count on me if you need somebody to talk to just sent me a text or a call.. I wish you the best of lucks with your life May your neighbors respect you Trouble neglect you Angels protect you And heaven accept you I love you Goodbye