Search Results: heavy girls

So, the fat girl:
-Is 5’ 5” tall
-Is 210 lbs (so BMI is 35)
-Carries much of her excess weight well, balanced proportionally in her boobs, thighs, and butt mostly
-Has a comparably thin waist and a waist-hip ratio of 0.67
-Is healthy despite being heavier
-Eats calorie-dense food pretty often but are nearly always the healthy type of calorie-dense things (also nutrient-dense)
-Does running exercises when she can but isn’t too worried about it. She often has more important things to do

The thin girl:
-Is 5’ 5” tall too
-Is 105 lbs (so BMI is ≈17.5)
-Does not have much at all “excess” weight to distribute but has the body type capable of having substantial curves (wide hips, etc.). Her butt is a little prominent/“bubble” shaped in the back though.
-Has a waist-hip ratio of 0.82 but without much belly fat either
-Would be considered better if she raised her BMI to 18.5
-Eats 600 calories under what is needed daily and she wishes to make her thigh gap more prominent
-Also exercises, but puts this as more of a priority and more often. Her body does have muscles, but too much for her comparably low body fat percentage

For three years I have been consumed in depression so bad I have not dated anyone at all, not even a kiss. I just started dating a young woman whom came after me, I wasn't even thinking about dating still. We've had two dates and on the 2nd we were about to have sex. When I stopped her because I was nervous at and had performAnce anxiety from abstaining for three years. She asked why and I said, "lets take it slow it'll be worth it. I want to take things slow." She wasn't super pleased. I like this girl a lot. I'm messing up tho and feel like my secret is keeping me from being me/holding me back. Should I tell her the truth and explain it all to her? I'm worried it might be too heavy a concept and she feel like my happiness is on her shoulders because she's the first person I've held hands with, let alone had sex with in 3 years. Or do I roll with my b. s. on-the-spot lame cover up? Help please..