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Then she broke up with me. My soul was crushed but I tried to keep it together so she wouldn't feel bad.

A day later she asked me to get back together because she loved being with me and needed me, and she could not physically go to sleep at night without talking to me on the phone. (we would talk on the phone all night. Sometimes she was upset and I would stay up that way she could be calm. I didn't get more than 4 hours of sleep a night the entire span of our friendship. Sometimes I have stayed up for 3 days straight to talk to her)

We were back together for a week but then I found out she liked the other guy more and he made her happy. I asked her why she was unhappy with me and she said because I was in love with her and me being in love with her made her feel guilty because she wasn't in love with me. That night I broke up with her and she was pissed because she was going to wait a week to break up with me and then she was depressed because she needed to hear my voice to go to bed at night and without me according to her "without you it feels like my heart is missing! you're the only thing in life that makes me feel good!"

The other guy was her ex-bf's best friend and while we were still together they had asked his permission to go out.

We were going to try and still be best friends because of how much I cared for her and because of how much she told me she cared for and needed me. Then 16 hours after we had broken up I walk around a corner and I saw him holding her and then I saw them sitting with his arm around her.

The next day he kissed her on the forehead, which to me means so much and it's what I used to do because to me it means I love you and I'm willing to die for you, just as a parent does it to a child because they care about them so deeply I did it to her.

She asked me if they went out what would happen and I said we couldn't be friends, if they were together unofficially or officially.

She lied to me about it happening until I told her I knew. I also knew that they ha dtalked about making out. She was upset and promised me that me and her would hang out after classes, just me and her alone. The next day after classes I'm waiting for her as she walks around with him for an hour.

I've always had this unbelievable ability to know when she's upset and know when she's lying. So I asked her if anything happened and she said no...it was a lie and she later admitted it they had made out.

she started breaking down in tears saying how horrible a person she was and hope she can't live without and will die without me even though I told her we couldn't be friends if this happened.

I'm giving her till monday to make a choice of either him or me in her life.

She emotionally cheated on me with him, then moved on physically in the course of two days.

She is having trouble deciding what to do and I don't know what to tell her she wants an unbiased opinion so I'm asking you.

Who do you choose, your best friend? or your friend you want to be with?