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I am 22, turn 23 later this year, and I have never had an actual girlfriend. I have had one "quasirelationship" that lasted a week when I was 18. It was awkward and neither of us really felt anything. She actually turned out to play for the other team and became very masculine-like.

Anyways, I seek a girl who has never had a romantic bond with a guy before. At my age, this is incredibly rare to find. However, most girls are repulsed by me anyways. Maybe it is my Aspergers. I give off a creepy vibe to them. My social skills are not all that great anyways.
I have had more women reject me and block me than I have had success.

And no, I am not a virgin. Me and this girl both lost our virginities to each other, but it never developed into anything more than that.

But I feel there is a rare few that are destined to be alone.

I have sort of developed a mindset to where I am accepting the fact I will be alone and I can still live a fulfilling life. I believe that this can be viewed as an accomplishment. Not very many people can say they have lived from birth to death never having a significant other. That is a unique accomplishment I feel.

Been seeing this girl for a while and without thought she would be an badass girlfriend. It's at the point where I have to say something. Sort of an awkward vibe of 'what are we?' all the time. I feel like a relationship is taxing as fuck though. Between engineering and training I don't really have the energy to put the effort into someone else all the time. I'm just focused on me and my success right now. I can't imagine sacrificing any of that for someone else right now. It's not necessarily just the time consuming aspect but rather the only imminent bullshit problems that always sprout up in a relationship. If you were a girl, and a guy told you this, would you look at this as an excuse? Would you stick around?