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We were wrestling/fighting as usual. Just being funny but slightly serious. When we wrestle he sometimes pins me in very compromising positions or say things like "why don't you just submit?" or "you like to struggle don't you.. Huh?". Never thought much of it as we were just being playful. The other night we were wrestling bc of some petty argument lol don't remember. Note: He is 6'1 about 180lbs, Im 5'4 and 130lbs. He's super strong and I found out to free myself I could just go for his butt lol or butthole lmao and he just jumps and clenches up real quick, letting me go. I've been using this tactic for a while. Back to the other night, at one point of tbe wrestling he goes "im going to rape you one day"? We were playing so I laughed it off and said he wouldn't and he says that I didn't know that... Now thinking about it this wouldn't be the first time he had said something similar. We have been dating for 1.5 years. The first time we had sex (my first time) and i remember it being rapey (its a long story, message me if you want to know about it). I didn't know how to feel about that so I kinda blocked it. I remember how the other day he got turned on when he found me quietly crying when we were cuddled up. I have asked him if he has rape fantasy and he said no but he found it hot if I cried asking him to stop? I don't know if he still thinks so bc that was a fee months ago.

He is a bit of a psycho but I don't see him hurting me like that. He tells me that im his life and that I mean the world to him. He worries about my safety and is very protective. Given what we both went through and how our lives crossed twice. He believes I saved him. Hoping it's a bad joke and that im not thinking way too much into this. He's 19 im 20. My second first serious relationship.

Let's say you are 16 years old. You go to a magnet high school and you have three close best friends. The school invited you and a few other students to Disneyland for a week in Orlando Florida. You have to pay a deposit of 200 dollars and the school pays for everything else including food, transportation and activities. Your father reads over the application, throws it in the trash and says no because it's too dangerous. Instead they put you in more schooling programs. Example, they put you in a harder math class and tell you about Sunday school. Your father gets upset when you ask to see your friends and says no.

A month later you were invited to a 5 month trip to China with your school for free, when you're parents found out your mother called the school to cancel your flight and told the school you aren't allowed to participate and to give you extra classes to take in school. She says you have to be extremely stupid to think you were going to China with your school. Your best friend goes through and now you just do more and more schoolwork. You even missed your best friends birthday party because you're parents said no. They also told you, you aren't allowed to date and take your phone every night even on the weekends. You aren't even allowed to hold hands with the opposite gender

At 17, You were invited to a animal study program in Africa because you enrolled yourself in adventure club. Your parents say no and pull you out the school and put you in a online school. Whatever friends you do have your parents will rarely allow you to see them.

At 18 your parents say you still can't date, you can't go out at night and you need to be in school every Saturday, they're considering letting you have Sunday off but they're also not allowing you to work or have a job