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recently I met a grl through a work colleague (also the bosses daughter) who hangs around work and is best friends with said colleague. thing is that I am 32 and she is 18 going on 19. I haven't had a lot of experience with girls as after being turned down so much in my teens early 20's I settle for the first girl who said yes to another date and have been struggling on and off again with that relationship for the past 8 years. now with age and my job I do find I get a lot of female attention, however it usually isn't from anyone that I would even make the time of day for. I know I am older but some times when she looks at me I get a sense that she too is attracted to me and I get lost in her eyes... they are amazing, mesmerizing, and full of mystery. I even feel afraid when she is around cause I can't help but try and catch a glimpse of her without her noticing me starting at her big blues. it has been about 4 months now since I met her. recently she asked me for a work related favor and I did that for her and now find myself wondering about her and what a relationship with her would be like. she is pretty awesome and I know I can keep up, in fact it is her that I am unsure about keeping up with me. she is kind, motherly, self sufficient and unlike many girls her age understands that money doesn't grow on trees. my life has been a hard and complicated one these past few years but I am hoping that I can turn that around. what I am looking for is to find my equal and I have to admit I am pretty immature and think that this might in fact be a great or even perfect match.