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My boyfriend and I have been together a little more than a year and recently I learned some things. To start when we first got together he made a big deal of learning my sexual history and me telling the truth or not and it got to me because there was a point in time when he drilled me every day. Well he told me that he had a hearty history and it was approx 20 girls some of which he does in fact know in real life. Some of the girls were quite beautiful and he had one of them as his screen saver so on and so forth. I became very down for many reasons and compared myself to their looks feeling like I did not compare. I spent countless nights he lied to me about this for so long letting me be upset about this stuff and feel a rift within myself for a year before he decided to tell the truth. At first I felt relief but now I just don’t even want to be with him anymore. I’m so irritated cause he kept on acting as if I was lying about my sexual history. I’m just kind of at two roads and I feel like I do love him but I’m not sure if I love him enough to let this one go. Give any honest opinions you feel are necessary and thanks you for your time.

The entire time he cheated on me and wanted his ex girlfriend back which would have been fine if he told me the truth and let me go. I feel like he didn't want me but didn't want anyone else to have me and once he got what he wanted he discarded me. The thing is I offered to be just friends with benefits from the door and was going to abort the baby when I found out. He begged for a relationship and told me to keep the baby and that we'd be a family and get engaged. Now that the baby is born he's a deadbeat and went back to the same ex he wanted when I was pregnant. What was the point of this?