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Whenever I get sick, I try not to go to the hospital because I'm on benefits and a few guys on here told me that being on benefits makes you worthless and it's morally wrong to use medicad and things of that sort regradeless of your situation... So I try to avoid the hospital. Lucky I don't really get sick but at the same time I feel like Im giving other people way too much power over my life

For example I had an infection so bad that I felt it in my brain and I got a fever. I knew that it would get to the point where I couldn't eat or had to be rushed to the hospital but I always felt bad about it because a guy told me that I was better off dead or sick then to be a burden and use government assistance. And I'm pretty sure a few of you here could agree.

So... I still worry about being a moralful person

Okay so typically on my days off of work I cook and I clean and I don't mind much. TYPICALLY I work I 6 am to 2:30pm, a pretty good shift. But at the beginning of last month we has a bunch of people quit at the same time (mo clue wuu, where I work is literally the most laid back chill work place I'd ever worked in.) Pay isn't AMAZING but it's better than minimum wage, and these days with jo degree or work experience that's decent. Anyway because of this I've had to pick up a lot of slack, for the past 2 months I've been at about 54 to 60 hours a week. I'm tired. I live with my boyfriend and he works 4 am to 1 pm and only works 40 hours a week. I just got home from working my second double in a row, 16 hours a day. and I have 2 more to go plus 2 regular 8 hour work days to fine he hasn't even done the dishes. I started crying and freaked a little over board because he does have to wake up early tomorrow too. Am I wrong to have freaked out and had a little break down or should he really be helping more? Like normally I don't care to do the extra housework on my own. I'm w heat freak and that's not really nor his fault but also I can't function in messy filth. I just feel like it's awful of him to watch me break my back and still not help me. Am. I wrong though? A part of me feels like that since he doesn't care if it's a mess he shouldn't have to worry about it but also I can't deal with h having to do everything alone

So my boyfriend has cheated on my in the beginning of our relationship. He was in another relationship and had sex with her. He also was asking other girls to be his girlfriend and made out with another girl while dating me. He had phone sex. I caught him and now he is changing his behavior. He went to therapy and gave me access to his accounts. The thing that worries me is now he isn’t putting any effort in the relationship. He won’t call me iniate any conversations first. Won’t fly out to see me because he’s saying he’s broke and doesn’t have the money. He doesn’t iniate anything sexual and he always has an excuse. He said he’s withdrawing because of how much I mistrust him. He did this to his ex girlfriend too. He said he did to her because he didn’t care and that he’s doing it to me because I’m mistreating him and making him feel like I’m going to abandon him. Should I trust by now or am I giving good reasons not to trust him?