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I will be homeless once I turn 18 and I have no passion or drive for anything, and I can’t imagine getting a job that sucks the soul out of me or a job where I have to interact with people. I can’t see myself doing anything, really. I’d like to be a writer I guess but I’m not nearly good enough for people to pay me to write for them and I have a tendency to start things and never finish. I’m behind 50 assignments in school and failed I don’t know how many classes in ninth grade so I don’t think I’ll have enough credits to graduate. Not to mention I’m butt ugly and have 0 social skills and I’m okay with that, I’m not lonely or anything (I prefer solitude and I don’t really feel the need to talk. I talked with this girl one day and it was a nice conversation i guess but I didn’t bother putting in the effort to actually become friends because I just didn’t feel like it) but really everything is looking kind of pointless. I just watch Netflix and eat all day. I ate nine pancakes all at once today, I wasn’t even hungry I just kept eating and eating. And then I stopped, had to poop and went back and kept eating. So yeah. Now all you guys are going to tell me to stop bitching and that I can change my life if I really, really, really want to 🙄