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I feel like I was born a psychopath, reason being.. I've never really felt an emotion, always felt dead inside and careless towards everything and everyone.
apparently I use to crack my parents on the head with tea cups when I was a toddler,
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I also liked to cut off snails eyes with knife for fun.
Also don't really have morals, I would steal a billion bucks off someone if they left their credit card in a ATM and I wouldn't feel bad about doing it..

But, I think I have learnt to have empathy for others somewhere down the road, Think it was when I was like 6, I recorded a video of myself kicking kittens on my mum's phone and pouring boiling water on my pet dog (don't ask why)

N My mum obviously saw the video, told off and called me cruel and told me to put my self in their shoes imagine if it was happening to me (something I never done before) And since I started doing that, I started seeing myself in other people

Now.. when I see 3 guys 1 hammer (real murder video) although I don't really feel "bad" or care for the victim... I imagine myself being him and wouldn't wanna have my head smashed in with a hammer if I was him so I would reframe smashing his face in with the hammer if I was the purpertrater in the vid,

even tho I would find it fun to torture him, I would choose not to simply cos it would suck if I was him. So I think this is something you can teach pscyhopaths... I think you can teach them empathy... Or maybe I'm not actually a psychopath but jus confused... maybe it's impossible for real psychopaths to feel any empathy at all?