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I started dating this absolutely amazing girl in 2013. By spring 2014 we were exclusive with each other. We broke up at the end of summer because she was Mormon and I wasn't. Plus her parents didn't like me for that reason alone.
In November 2015 I reached out to her after a dream of her, and after telling me her frustrations about our break up, she said she didn't want me in her life. A few months later, she reached out to me and after a few weeks of talking again, she revealed she decided to go on a mission, and I confessed my love for her. She and I got into a relationship again and even discussed marriage but she said she would accept for real when she returned. She left in December 2016.
Because of her departure and the mission, she broke things off and kept trying to convert me. My Mormon friend said that she's just on a religious high, and things may change when she comes home.
She comes home in less than a month, and I sent her a letter in the mail to her parents house, which they likely destroyed, but a digital copy to the missionary Facebook account she has as well has her normal one.
I later had the idea to send a copy of the letter to her aunt who lives near me, and who also was one of the few to support our relationship. I never received the letter back, so I took that as a good sign.
But 18 months came and went, and that was supposed to be mid June she come home. I was heartbroken, and I thought I'd hear something.
I just kind of accepted it and tried to date other people, but last night I had this vivid dream of us reuniting, and I couldn't get it out of my head. So I got curious and looked for an update on her Facebook. Her old Facebook was unchanged, and I thought maybe she hadn't come home yet. I then found her missionary account and found she posted on the 26th of June she was going home.
My friend suggested texting her phone asking if she's home, and if she could call me when she does. (Her little brother had her phone while she was gone)

I started dating this absolutely amazing girl in 2013. By spring 2014 we were exclusive with each other. We broke up at the end of summer because she was Mormon and I wasn't. Plus her parents didn't like me for that reason alone.
In November 2015 I reached out to her after a dream of her, and after telling me her frustrations about our break up, she said she didn't want me in her life. A few months later, she reached out to me and after a few weeks of talking again, she revealed she decided to go on a mission, and I confessed my love for her. She and I got into a relationship again and even discussed marriage but she said she would accept for real when she returned. She left in December 2016.
Because of her departure and the mission, she broke things off and kept trying to convert me. My Mormon friend said that she's just on a religious high, and things may change when she comes home.
She comes home in less than a month, and I sent her a letter in the mail to her parents house, which they likely destroyed, but a digital copy to the missionary Facebook account she has as well has her normal one.
I later had the idea to send a copy of the letter to her aunt who lives near me, and who also was one of the few to support our relationship. I never received the letter back, so I took that as a good sign.
But 18 months came and went, and that was supposed to be mid June she come home. I was heartbroken, and I thought I'd hear something.
I just kind of accepted it and tried to date other people, but last night I had this vivid dream of us reuniting, and I couldn't get it out of my head. So I got curious and looked for an update on her Facebook. Her old Facebook was unchanged, and I thought maybe she hadn't come home yet. I then found her missionary account and found she posted on the 26th of June she was going home.
My heart and brain is literally racing and I'm scared. I'm terrified of losing her. I have tried so hard to not lose her, and I just don't want to. Help...

We broke up almost a month back. I went on holiday and our communication had become minimalistic. The day after I got back, I met her because it was her birthday. We had a lot to drink and good conversation and laughter lead to flirting and that eventually lead up to us having sex. We then didn't meet and talk very casually only on text but knew that we were great together because we loved each other's company. We broke up only because she didn't want to overly get emotionally attached because she moves to another country in 6 months.

It has been almost 1 week and we just casually texted and gave each other some space to try and accept the fact that we were meant to be only friends. It was harder for me becasue I never wanted to break up in the first place

However, I got drunk one night and called her. I lied saying that I had not drank that night. The call was to tell her that I miss her and couldn't really stop thinking about her. And I did do just that and she said it too.

I don't remember why, but we started a fight and it got ugly. NOW while all of this was happening, my parents had been fighting at home. I wanted to just talk about it with her, however because of the fight never really got the opportunity until the very end.

She wanted to leave and go, and just then I tell her thatbi have to share something very important with her, please just hear me out. She didn't agree and the next thing I know, is that I've blurted out "talk to me, I'll kill myself. I've been having some problems at home and I need to talk." She calmed down and asked me talk about it. BUT THEN I TOLD HER TO GO becasue it just felt like she was putting up an act. And then my battery died so it looked like I hung up. I tried calling her back 5 6 times but she wouldn't pick up. I clled to tell her I was sorry and talk.

She thought I emotionally manipulated her and couldn't believe it. She now for real doesn't want to be with me. I tell her that what happened was a misunderstanding.