Search Results: playing hard to get

Today I spent over 2 hours trying to get a book on religion and the author I chose had written several or nearly a dozen books - the only reason I wanted this particular book was because it was harder to access due to companies like audible buying the copyright and other companies patenting access to the book so that you had to find illegal methods to attain it or pay very high fees - If the book had been easy to get - I would have had no interest in getting the book but since the book was so hard to find - I spent hours trying to get the book and finally got a free pirated version of it - I used to work very hard to beat the game in Pokemon - once I beat the game and could access the new area for winners where you could catch hundreds of Pokemon effortlessly and see hundreds every day - I stopped playing cause the challenge was over - I think a lot of men stay with unpleasant people because the people challenge them - I think I have a gamers mentality to life where I'm driven by challenge and not pleasure or success