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Okay so yesterday I got a postcard for Mom and she said that she may be in town sometime this month. I don't know if I should be excited or not because I don't know. We seem to see things a lot differently. My brother's especially my younger older brother are not pleased with it. They told me not to get my hopes up too quickly because she might not come or end up not showing up. Nick my younger older brother doesn't seem to care or isn't interested. He was like, "Who the hell cares? I'm going to be late for my date with my girl." Everytime I mention mom he always seems to interrupt or cut me off. He just doesn't like her and he's not even interested. He hates her with the passion because she abandoned us and dumped us. I mean I understand that too and we're all angry at her but don't you think you should give her a chance. My oldest brother told me that I can't make him like her or be interested because he has the right to how he feels. He's not even sure if he wants to see her. Maybe Mom wants to reconnect with us again cuz I really want to connect with my mom so bad and have a mother. I showed my dad the postcard and he told me that I shouldn't believe her at all because she might be lying and she'll just abandoned us again. He keeps reminding me to not get my hopes up cuz I'm going to end up disappointed. I mean yes when I visited Mom in England when I wanted to live with her, she seemed happy to see me but towards the middle of the week, she seems very irritated when I'm around, she stood me up for dinner and I waited for her for 3 hours and she told me the real truth why they left the family which I don't want to go into details. I mean she wanted to have her own life. I mean she stood me up before and broke promises. She never even made it to any of my birthdays are sent us cards or never called us on our birthdays. I'm excited to see my mommy but should I?