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I'm 15 almost 16. He is turning 17. I haven't had my first kiss and neither has he. We have been dating for 2 weeks and everyone is pressuring me to do it. And I see nothing wrong with kissing it's just I don't know. It freaks me out. I mean I want to but I'm so nervous. I'm just afraid people won't like me anymore because I've had my first kiss. Because I've had a lot of people talk to me trying to get my first kiss for bragging rights and that a lot of people like me. I don't want to throw it away and everyone lose interest because I know me and my boyfriend most likely won't last forever and after we break up I don't want to be alone. But I really like my boyfriend and I want to kiss him but I can't. Because all of this. And it just freaks me out. He has been so nice to me and takes me out all the time. Responds really fast and more. I want to but I just don't know. He has also grabbed my thigh, waist and kissed my cheek and neck. Help on kissing? First kiss tips? Should I kiss him or make him wait? Is it stupid to think kissing is such a big deal? Help!!

My long term (now ex) boyfriend dumped me a week ago and gave me some pro bullshit excuses, like it it's not me it's him, that there was nobody else, how he has to focus on school and yada yada. Well I bought it and I didn't want to cause any drama so we kind of ended it on good terms. He said he still loves me and wants to stay in my life and I said I'm gonna think about it. Few days after he sent me some video on youtube (was trying act friendly, right), I replied that I liked the video (also trying to be friendly) and it was okay. Until half an hour ago, when I found out that EVERYTHING that he said to me was a lie. He was living a fucking double life for months, was cheating on me was lying about the school and everything. I don't even know where to start in experising what I'm feelings right now. I'm not joking, I'm so furious that I would beat the shit of him. Oh boy did he put the innocent act, he played me real good! I don't want to hear about him or see him every again. But I can't help but wanting to make some kind of revenge. Even just a little bit. Well he doesn't know that I found out about everything, he thinks we're cool. I still have him on all social media and I am now wondering if I should just delete/block him from everything or leave him there to see how amazing my life is without him while ignoring him when he contacts me. I literally already got over that little rat, so keeping him on social media really doesn't mean anything to me it's not like it will prevent me from moving on, I couldn't care less about him. I don't want him back and I also don't want him to know that I know everything. I'm just gonna ghost out on him. So, keep on social media or not? What will confuse him more, if I delete him or if I ignore him? And also, tips on how to stop wanting to cut his dick off would be appreciated. :)