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Alrighty, so the kind of guy I day dream about is clever, devious, has a good sense of humor, mischievous, dark, sadistic, selfish, power craving and ingenious. Obviously this is a very rare type, and most are rich so they wouldn't go for somebody like me. And that's actually good because I know that'd be a horribly abusive relationship lol. But I always find this guy as the villain in movies and novels. Probably like this type more because I crave power also though, and I admire a man willing to do anything to establish it. I always find myself rooting for the villains win too, regardless of gender. Mostly because I think good and evil is too subjective, anyone can be considered cruel from the correct point of view, and villains hardly ever have anybody truly on their side that isn't motivated by fear or greed. And I'm not really attracted to looks or age, lol my brother jokes that I always find the oldest dude in the film's, and sometimes the youngest.
Examples: Loki from avengers, David from alien convenient, Merlyn from Green Arrow
The poll is asking if you also like this type

Ok, I don't mean if you're already happily married or something, but imagine there was a girl with whom you felt ideal and she was near-perfect and everything, you trusted her and she understood you the best, she appreciated your little weirdnesses, she was the first girl to whom you opened yourself. She was also very beautiful and smart and fun, kind, trustworthy. But you chickened out and gave up on her even before there was something between you two because you were afraid of a relationship and didn't want to commit. But you still wanted to talk to her so much, at least for some first months. Would she ever mean nothing to you or would you always have some unfinished business or a "thing" for her?