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Ok so im 14 and on a scale of 1/10 im a 5 or a 6 at max (appearance wise). So yea im not the most handsome guy you'll ever see but Im not disturbingly ugly by any means. I have a lot of friends and I would say 80% of the people who know me, like me as a person. Im quite confident and relaxed around girls and something I pride myself about is my sense of humor. I can make basically everyone laugh (girls included) without like humiliating myself or something. Just plain old humor. However, I'm not that "successful" with girls my age. I have had 2 girlfriends before with who out relationships were like 1-2 months long. I'll stop bubbling now. For the past year or so I have been talking to a really hot girl my age but almost only through texts. She has been throwing hints here and there but nothing major that I could REALLY say "oh she likes me". The problem is that she's really stupid and doesn't have an exciting character so during this time that we were talking I wasn't so into her. However, for a while now (1 month or so) I'm thinking of her very often and I really like her (yes suddenly). We will both be at the same Island for holidays in a few days and we have told each other to meet up there if possible. The problem is that even though I believe I have a good chance with her I can't get off my mind that "dude. She's out of your league" thing. Is it really true? Or do I have a chance? Should I go for it? And if yes, how should I approach her?
If you have read this whole thing thank you so much! Sorry if I have some mistakes here and there I'm from Greece... Anyway I would be SO happy if someone can answer me this question :) thank you again for reading all this thing and I hope you answer me!

I can't sleep because of this really amazing girl who I really like (who has a boyfriend by the way), but when I do I just have dreams about talking to her, nothing else. Whenever she's happy, I feel happy, but whenever she sad, I feel sad. I feel horrible because she has a boyfriend, but at the same time I'm happy that he makes her happy. Also, it's almost as if I can remember everything she says, but I can't gather her appearance in my mind. Also, I used to be a major asshole, but ever since I we became friends I completely changed. Another problem, is that when I'm not with her, I feel at my lowest point, my chest literally hurts (which is only normal for me when I'm angry), and even when my friends ask me if a certain girl is hot, bad, or would I "bang" a teacher, I just kind of brush them off, and they're starting to get worried. I know it's not "love" because I'm just a 17 year old male, but I've never felt like this before.