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Like when I fuck up I have a hard time getting over it, especially when someone gets mad at me. So today at work (my second day but first time working) I fucked up and accidentally took a lunch break when I wasn't supposed to because my trainer told me to (I guess she thought I had to take one, no harm done). Anyways I know I shouldn't feel bad because I worked hard and didn't intend to fuck but I did and I can't get over it. How do I get over my fuckups?

If you know the TV show catfish, you'd understand a bit better maybe.

I met this girl online (playstation 3) 😂 as a online friend at first, then we used to message each other when we was both on, then I asked for her number, and we spoke more, then it was everyday after that.

We got close, told each others things and secrets to, we both agreed to not tell anyone about each other, so we was kinda had a secret online relationship (boyfriend and girlfriend kinda thing), even tho we never met, only saw pictures of each other and sometimes spoke over the phone with each other, but we both lived in the same country (UK), I lived in London, and she was from Newcastle, she was 4-5 years older as well.

We was together techniqually for 2 years and things could never of been better, she made me happy, and I felt loved for who I was etc, she felt the same (but had some trust issues because of a previous relationship she was in and her ex beat her up after she finished work one day), she sent pics of the marks and bruises on her body to me, and I was fucking angry, I wanted to kill to the guy.

A couple months on, we spoke/ talked less, she came kinda distance, she didn't reply to my messages or anything, so I got extremely worried, so I gave her number to my brothers girlfriend, and ask her to message her for me and find out if she's OK and tell her I need to talk.

So she messaged my girlfriend, but said some complete bullshit, so when she finally replied, she was pissed off that I gave her number to my brothers girlfriend at the time, she told me I shouldn't of done that, and we had a fall out with each other, and without her saying it's over, she left without saying anything, I felt so broken I cried.

I only recently got back in contact with her again, but she barely even replies to me, but when she left me, we didn't talk for over 6 months, but I still had very strong feelings for her and still loved her and asked if she'd give me another chance and get back together.