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So I’m in my mid twenties and I feel like I am really cursed when it comes to people. I don’t have any close friends, the only people that I interact with on a social basis are online (met through gaming/apps etc). I’m very quiet and am at a point where I’m truly bitter. I do not speak with my family regularly, my father lives out of state & my mother and I are arguing. I don’t like my coworkers and know that some don’t like me either. When it comes to dating, I’ve truly given up. That’s why my mother and I are not talking, she made a statement about how I’m the issue & I play a part in my lack of relationships. I only attract men that I don’t want and the ones I like only want sex/don’t like me back/ are jerks etc. Since I don’t have anyone that can introduce me to people, I use the apps and they’re terrible. People say dating apps work but others say that they’re terrible too. I’m told I’m pretty but can confidently say that I may not be, due to the lack of attention received by the opposite sex.

I play with someone who’s around 21 and we play gta online. We’ve been playing for the past few months, I recently brought one of my online friends into the mix. The gamer friend, let’s call him John, is pretty nice to him & likes to help him out. However, I’ve caught him twice talking about him. Earlier this week, John states “When we were doing the heist earlier, he was grabbing more than one” (and we were only supposed to grab one at a time of something in the game). And yesterday, my other gamer friend was messing around with John and giving him a hard time. John states “when we were doing this earlier, Paul (my online friend) was just standing here”. I’ve never heard John talk about my other gamer friend and my other gamer friend stated that John has never talked about me. Is this toxic behavior?