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I don't know what they used to want to talk to us when Mom was around but ever since Mom abandoned us, my mom said the family hasn't spoken to us were called. I mean they blamed me for my Mom leaving the family because I was different. After I got diagnosed with autism my mom just freaked out and left two weeks later. She started to be more resentful to me that doesn't even before she was kind of confused why I wasn't talkin like the other kids. My relatives don't really talk to my brother's either. Then one day my dad called the whole family out because they're acting ridiculous I'm not the blame and it was my mom's choice that I left and they should be mad at her not me. I was about 11 years old when that happened well when my dad called them out when we went down there to see them. My mom left when I was eight. It's like every time I try to contact the family they either don't answer or ignore my response and respond to each other sometimes. Just now I told him I was making plans to come see them for the holidays maybe they didn't say anything about it. I didn't say a damn thing they just looked at and didn't respond. I haven't told my brother's or Dad yet because they'll probably say I shouldn't go down there because they don't even talk to us. The only two people that I talked to down there or my grandparents and they also called out the family for their ridiculous Behavior they were on my bedside. I'm going to call my grandparents later today after I get out of my third class and let them know I'm making plans to see them. Well I thought Santa was forever but I didn't realize family can be so toxic and didn't want to talk to you. It seems like my dad said the family cares about us more than my mom's side. I mean my mom's side called each other but they never call us or respond to us and they seem like they're annoyed with us. I barely called them because they won't talk to us. Should I even bother to see them? I'm really hurt that they don't care.

This is inspired by another post. I mean no disrespect in asking.

{I recognize we all have different views. I can be surprised by others views and very committed to my own view , without meaning Insult to another person.}

I know people like to joke about this kind of thing though ehh really the humor is lost on me.

I would like to know who here would take it upon themselves (no law jury judge court) go rogue and directly murder another human being. Who without trial, is technically innocent.

For myself, I would not. I recognize the world is full of murder and torture which is how I come to he against it. If it didn’t exist it would he meaningless to be apposed. I do try on my daily life to help these in need and repair what is damaged. Where I can. I admit I am not in any great position to bring about true Change with my personal deed, that is why it is a matter of conscience. Principles carry us through acting with grace, even when we feel powerless. And we rely on others to have the same morals so that we are all not living in hell and least is at least a possibility of change. I am not superwoman I can’t fix the world with a flick of my wrist. Maybe I will make a real difference one day. Maybe not. But meanwhile I can minimally vow against murder as torture. Seems the least I can do. Lol

I recognize this is not an overly common way of looking at the world. Many people may not be against murder or torture per se but rather, pragmatically be against committing Lawless acts. Not for altruistic purposes, but bc the world becomes a very dangerous place when we are lawless.. What if EVERYONE was suddenly offered money to kill.

Please answer honestly. I’m interested.

Thank you 😊