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So to most of us, I bet that when it comes to a relationship, stuff like race, skin color, and hair color matter to an extent. So if it was just the question in general without the word "A LOT", I'm sure pretty much everyone would pick "yes." And I would too.

But by "A LOT" I mean in the sense that you'd stop being in a relationship with someone who's attractive, who cares for you, who's a good person, etc... all because their skin, or hair, or racial facial features combination aren't your number 1 exact favorite.

In that case, the answer is "no" for me. I've seen attractive and unattractive women of all races, skin color, and hair color combinations. I've seen in shape and out of shape women of all races, skin color, and hair combinations. I've seen genuine nice and kind women and really nasty women of all races, skin color, and hair combinations. And the list just goes on.

Yes, there ARE certain combinations I like more and less than others. I usually don't like overly dark skin, or overly light skin. I usually just prefer moderately fair skin, or moderately brown skin... or best of all, a perfect 50/50 in between, slightly tanned olive skin! I usually prefer dark hair over light hair. I usually prefer White women over Black and Asian women. But White women with a slight tan, not the super pale ones.

But when it comes to an actual long term relationship, it's a bit more complex than just that. I wouldn't mind a really dark skin woman with light hair, if she was physically fit, had a nice face, and was a kind, trusting person who cared about me. Initially, for a woman I don't know, I'd prefer a White woman with a slight tan, and dark hair... but since I truly love her, she's the most beautiful woman in the world to me, regardless of her race, skin, or hair. :)

True story by the way.

I had a weird experience as a child (5-8 years old). There was this lady in my house I never saw her before. She decided to help me take a bath. I remember she took off her top off. I don't remember if she took her bra off or pants off. But she got into the bathtub.. I don't know why she got into the bathtub with me, Everything is a blank from that point on. I don't know where my parents where. I don't remember having baths with anyone else.

But here's the REALLY weird part. I remember her face (at least 75% of it), I remember her hairstyle and color, I remember she was wearing light blue jeans with a red/white horizontal striped blouse. I remember her bra was black her size was probably a B since she was skinny

I looked it up and apparently, there's something called CHILDHOOD AMNESIA, which is when a child is suppressing traumatic events during the early psychosexual development stage.

Which explained why there's a blank. But it's also normal for people to forget most of their childhood. I just don't understand why I remember some details so clearly but for some reason, there are blanks

Do you think something happened?