Search Results: break up is out of your control

first off , i am 17, i was in a relationship.

now we broke up "that's the summary"

now details

i was in high school first year .. a girl like me but i didn't know that she was trying to talk to me and looking for my fb account and my phone number .. but i had no idea. one day i was alone in my class studing math .. for extra hours or something and then se came in i didn't know her or what's her name .. she came and sit right in front of me and start showing her self .. But i was like a blind man after that we study math with a teacher .. together in the end i was going out then she called me with my name aand tell me wait i will go with you !!! i said ok

i had no idea who she is .. she was in the class next to me but i didn't know her so we didn't have uch to talk about, but she asked a question "do you have a fb account" i said yes and that't is.

with days .. we start knowing eatch other "actually i sart know her because she know who i am and where i am from ......" one day i found my selk in a relationship with her "after two weeks or more" she loved me so much and i loved her too "she was my first love" you can't forget your first love.

............ one day we broke up i was confused i asked her hy you wan to breakeup with me .. she said i want to concentrate on school and sh*t, i didn't believed her after two days i saw her in a relationship with another guy, that't where i lost control of my self and "i opened fire hahaha"

the point is that after she broke up with me i lost self-confidence with/about girls .. what am i suppose to do "now it's been almost a year after we broke up i didn't have or try to have a girlfriend"

i want to say that i am 17 but i know how to treat women because i read "a lot" of articles about dating and relationships .. and i am nice polite and calm and i don't think i am ugly.

sorry for the language i was typing fast ..