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I am 33 years old. I am single, multi racial, and non religious.

There is a girl on facebook who is pretty, 32 years old, and a religious catholic who wants to wait to have sex until marriage.

I have a crush on her.

The thing is that we know each other. About 10 years ago we had mutual friends and would be at the same parties and such. We would talk for a little bit but we weren't "close". I went to a different college but we saw each other at parties due to the same network of friends. Does that make sense. So she isn't a complete stranger. We've met and know each other.

On facebook, I am a rather controversial person. I have a tendency to post random thoughts. These random thoughts are philosophical and political. The girl in question has pressed the like button on 20 to 50 of my posts over the last 2 weeks. some of the post have been political statements.

I am also in a rock band. From time to time I post clips of the band practicing or videos of songs I've written on instagram. She likes video clips of me just singing and playing my guitar. Love songs and such. She once commented that I should record one of the songs I've written.

Lastly, I take pictures of the city. She has started liking pictures of those posts as well.

I used to be able to search her on facebook and see the pictures on her profile. As of yesterday I cannot. She continues to like my posts though. Also, she sometimes comments on philosophical posts I make. When I reply she never responds.

What's going on here? Why doesn't she reply to my responses when she makes them? Why is she restrict what I can see on her profile?

I want to ask her out on a date but not if she thinks I am a creepy guy.

2 months ago, I got in contact with a crush I knew in the 7th grade (I'm in the 11th grade rn). She rejected me at that time. We don't stay around each other in person and we don't know where each other lives. But the first month we started talking over instagram, she says she remembers everything about me. More than I remembered about her. We texted, sent voice messages, called each other, laughed at stuff I said, and she tells me that she regrets ignoring me in middle school. Her and I have so much in common and we used to get flirty and talked about nsfw stuff. We're both introverts and we get really shy around the opposite gender. She even called me 'hun' after a compliment. We even talked about how we both got bullied sometimes and I would always push her to not give up on herself. Then she told me about how she only has 2 female friends and like 10 guy friends (including an ex) due to being slut shamed. Then she started getting more quiet. She even ignores my messages while she's deadass online 24/7. I honestly think she talks to other boys and maybe our flame died out.
Recently she ghosted me all last week and still today. Then she casually replies to me messages saying 'good morning' and 'i just need time to myself' and then goes quiet again rn. Not even considering me. I think my love for her is growing too fast.
How can I do this as well? I've gotten advice from my friends and the internet on how to move on from a girl, except im not actually moving on. I'm trying to worry more on myself until she replies to me. I don't know if she's really taking time to herself, talking to other guys, or playing hard to get (which is really unlike her), but I wanna be as thoughtless as her right now to avoid becoming desperate.

How do I learn this emotionless ghosting power?