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So normally I wouldn't post something like this, I don't really believe that I should need the validation of others to think that I am beautiful. However, I recently broke up with my boyfriend of two years and I have been feeling really down on myself. Not because I think I screwed up, (I definitely made the right decision on that one) but because being in a relationship gave me a sense of security knowing that somebody loved me and the way I looked, and now I don't have that anymore. I constantly find myself sitting in front of the mirror picking apart every little flaw that I have. I have an hourglass shape and I am pretty proportionate, but I am overweight for my height (I am 5'1 and 115 pounds). most of that weight sits on my ass and I have stretch marks all over my upper thigh stopping right before my butt. I also have stretch marks I got in middle school on my boobs but those have gone away over time (That's what happens when you go from an A to a D in a year Cx). I have super chubby cheeks and a lot of times I get mistaken for a being much younger than I actually am because of it. My nose is HUGE and I am also starting to get a double chin because of staring down at my laptop gaming all day haha. I am a natural blonde but I dye my hair dark because I have naturally dark eyebrows and everyone always comments on it. All I guess I really need are some words of encouragement. And I am honestly tired of dyeing my hair. Do you think I look better as a blonde or brunette? Thanks a ton! (And sorry I took the Blonde picture when I was 16 the last time I was blonde which is why it looks younger.)