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My 74 year old grandmother (my dad's mama) died almost two months ago the day before Thanksgiving from two strokes and been in a coma for a week. One of my uncles (my mama's brother) passed away two months ago. He was in the hospital for six months. I think he had a desease. Not sure. I know death is the circle of life and there's nothing we can do about it but I miss them terribly.

I know you gotta move on with your lives and all that but I just can't. We still think positive and remember that grandma is looking down on us and not suffering anymore. I don't cry all the time but I do sometimes. I tell myself to "suck it up" or "not now" when I started to cry. I do think about the good times we had with her. When we, go out of town where she's from, it won't be the same. I feel like I need to move on fast and I don't want people to see me cry. I hide my feelings sometimes.
I do think positive but deep down, I'm angry, sad and depressed but it doesn't stop me from living life. I try not to think about it but it's so hard.