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Lately I have been doing OK or somewhat good with the ladies. I talked, hugged, kissed and even fooled around with women and had even got some sex. And to one of them, who I got close I have confessed, that I used to have this psychological problem of prejudging women as gold diggers because in the past before all of this I did not even manage to have a girl being interested in me and I was a virgin ghost. Then I noticed it has nothing to do with my money because my finances have stayed almost the same (in regards prior and after being with women). And I used to blame my lack of money for my lack of success with women 🤔😳 I know, it's ridiculous but don't judge me for it😒 I have a hard enough time already for this.

One thing I also noticed is, that because I have a job and earn my money, I can go to places and meet other cool guys and nice, sweet women, which allows me to have fun with women.
I am impressed but... has my life been a lie until recently or what?😳😬

At 21 years old when it came to women. If she was sexy AF, cool, and stayed dolled up. She was my type and it has never been hard for me to date them. But to be honest at 27 years I been with the same girl for 3 years and were great. But men/women you know how sneaky some women/men are (DM, see you alone in public) trying to connect in anyway. But still you stay loyal to your partner and reject.. Then you think in your head like this guy/woman could not compare to my partner in no way shape or form. Thoughts like having real love, home, cars, family, memories, he/she works + you, know each other flaws but still love, similars, she/he still get dolled up or handsome for you still, oh and yes GREAT SEX.. I only named a few in a real relationship, but you see how technical things are now. Sneaky outsiders are not worth what you have at home. FUCK THEM it's a reason their still single. It's called DAMAGE GOODS!😎 *sorry long post*

The job is in Colorado Springs as a regional field director for one of the major US parties. It would be until election day, so a bit under three months. However, it only pays $2,500 a month. They are willing to put me up for like two weeks in a hotel, and pay for my airfare, but that's about it. I need to rent a car when I am there, will need to find someplace acceptable to live because I won't want to stay in a room in some stranger's house or whatever that they suggested as a possibility after a few weeks, will need to pay for food, and the hours suck. It's Monday-Saturday 9-9, and "some hours" on Sunday, whatever that means. I can cut my hours down if there are interns or volunteers I trust to run the office when I am not there, but I don't know how reliable that would possibly be. My food expenses would go up because I can't just live off of groceries and would need to eat out with such extreme hours.

Basically I'd be training and organizing volunteers from the county field office most of the time. I would like to have some time to explore there too. The few people I have talked to in Colorado in the past no longer talk to me, so I'd basically know no one there. I also barely ever drive, and it would be really intimidating being so uncomfortable and having to force myself to suddenly drive all the time. They are pressuring me for an answer, so I really should say something tonight. I feel pretty uncomfortable just putting a few months of a car rental on my credit card like that too, and once I get there that's pretty much committing to the whole time.

On the plus side it would be cool to spend time living somewhere different like that, and my hope would be I could make contacts who would help me with better opportunities later on, but of course there are no promises, and nothing is guaranteed.