Search Results: the waiting game

I'm 20 years old and I know I can't drink yet but obviously nobody waits till they're 21 to drink. But i really don't like drinking, it burns my throat, it's bitter, and it hurts my stomach. I've tried liquor, wine, champagne, beer, and mixed drinks, i just don't like drinking at all. I don't like partying, i'd rather be at home playing video games or at the bookstore, and spending time with my family. I'm a virgin and waiting till marriage. I did have a boyfriend but i broke up with him. I'm an open person so if anyone asks me if i do these things then i answer honestly and I get made fun of, i don't get upset or offended but i don't see why it's frowned upon.
I've never been comfortable around strangers but im not as shy as i used to be. Working as a waitress helped me out to be more talkative. I just have no interest in drinking or having sex, and going out to clubs. I left out drugs but i'd lie if i said i didn't do that ;) nothing bad just Mary Jane.

My teeth aqe brownish reddish yellow from discloarion due to anti biotics when i was a baby. they are very healthy and no caveties but they look like something is wrong. its expensive fixing them, but I've done the top 6 and ill be going oveseas to fix the rest. within the yea. bc its so muich cheaper.

thing is there's a guy i really like and he's begun courting me, but i keep stalling and trying to keep him as a friend though i obviuosly like him, bc im terified hell discover what my teeth look like in back, and hell dump me, or spread rumors. yes obvously if he's ths way i dont want him, but no one really knows what a person is like i dont kow him well enough.

now,. if i just wait a year hell never know, but i can't realy keep him waiting a year -its been several months since we developed clear interest. he's already starting to think im playing games- and i dont want to tell him why bc i dont want him thinking of me with yellow teeth-- i really just want to start over once its fixed. never klook back. I've waited 20 years.

you dont notice if im talking but i think if i was close to someone theyd notice. I've never been in a relationship bc of this, and now im an adult im going to get it fixed. i didn't expect to meet anyone till they were fixed. i just automatically avoid anyone i might be interested in, but he slipped through the radar.

i think i should wait bc im self consacious so even if he didn't notice id worry about it and itd fuck up the relationship. but of course ill lose him if i doint tell him why buyr i really dont want to tell him and i dont want t lie. anything he imagines can be really bad so I don't know. what to do?