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Okay sooo I'm wondering has there ever been a x boyfriend/lover that you pushed away and he continued to try and win your love back but you continued to push him away and party and sleep with whomever you wanted to sleep with? Let's also say you knew deep down he was hurting and he was determined but your mind was set! You would never give him a chance again. People say "ex lovers belong in the past for a reason." But no other guy stayed on your mind the way he did, no other guy has ever been so determined and focused to be with you. No one treated the way he did, I'm talking about flowers and candy, poems and letters, sweet words and tears about how sorry he was, he chased you for years even though you've been with other guys and fell in love multiple times after him but for some reason his presences lingers in the back of your mind. You'd sometimes randomly contact him but you couldn't help but be a bitch towards him each time because you felt like you wanted revenge! You wanted to make him suffer! You wanted him to experience the great pain he once caused you. Has any of you ladies ever gon through something like that? How would you feel if the last time you contacted him he showed no emotion towards you? He clearly made you think he finally moved on, would you be happy or sad, or confused?

(I know this is a bit dramatic but I'm asking because this is what I'm going through) she randomly contacted me on Christmas Eve pretending she dialed the wrong number honestly deep inside I was thrilled and estatic but I hid my emotions and kept the convo short because when I say sweet nice things to her, she soesys says get the fuck out of my emotions... I feel like that call was a lie! It was no accident but she treated it as if it was a mistake... I just need a woman's perspective before I make my next move.. Please help our ladies, thank you.