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Now before you vote, I would like to clarify that in the past I have tried to break up with my boyfriend. Because of our communication, my insecurities, depression and anxiety. But he doesn’t want to leave and still wants to be by my side.

I have asked for help and advice from strangers online. Including my family. That with my boyfriend (hardly) being around. Is not helping me. I get ignored, judged, lectured, to the point it leads to confusion and arguments.

I don’t want to hurt my boyfriend because of my emotions. But he’s hardly around and always busy. That it does make me insecure.

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I keep making excuses and justifying his actions of him being there for me.

-“oh he listens to me.”
-“he compliments me.”
-“he’s trying to help me with math”

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(it does hurt when you tell a sad person they’re not ready for a relationship)

My boyfriend for 9 months was romantic at first, he listens attentively, give presents, calls every day. But he changed after few months. He rarely calls and I am the one calling him first. He doesn't listen when I speak. But he kept talking about the girl he met online who he tried to comfort. One day, we had a big fight. He was sick and did covid test. I asked him how was the result but he replied, "You're narcissist selfish, you never check the negative result I sent." I got annoyed because I never received one. I screen capture our conversations and I said. "If you think low about me, just go away! After that, he blocked me everywhere.. I tried to reconcile with him after a week but he only blamed me for everything and said I cannot take his joke. And, he still blocked me after we are done talking. Today, he knows I was infected by covid and I am so sick but he doesn't seem to care.