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"She" has always had a history of bringing harm to animals. At the age of 9, she twisted the ears of her father's dog until he yelped, because he was getting too close to her. Her friend gasped in surprise and said she felt sorry for the dog. She thought he smelled gross, and his short fur caused her arms to break out in hives, so she didn't like how friendly and close he was towards her. A few months later, while watching TV, she gets down on her knees and kisses the dog's mouth. She starts to reach for his private area and he growls at her, so she sits back in her chair and pretends nothing happened. There were times when she'd yell at the dog for barking or trying to push her over, and she hurt him a few times.

Years later, at age 14, her mother's boyfriend moves in with them and gets a puppy. She listens, with tears in her eyes, as the puppy yelps and cries from being beaten by his owner. The boyfriend would leave him tied up outside all day and kick him if he was too noisy. She hated hearing and seeing this. However, after the owner leaves and abandons the dog a year later, she returns the same abuse. When the dog barks and won't stop, she calmly walks into the room, kicks him, and walks away. Or, she'll yell at the dog. When the dogs stares at her and expects scraps of human food, she yells at him to stop looking at her. One day, she beckons the dog into her room and closes the door. She removes her clothes and tries to get the dog to lick her private area. She feels terrible about everything, but she can't bring herself to stop hurting the dog. She cries and tries to forget everything she's done.

Is she a terrible person? Will she someday convert to hurting humans?

My Boyfriend and I started dating in the 11th grade. We date for a little over 2 years. Since the beginning we knew that he was planning to stay here for education and i was flying out to the US for at least 4-5 years. He was very keen on long distance until he realised that he won't be coming to the US anytime soon and long-distance doesn't make sense.
Initially i didn't agree but I did because I didn't want to be tied down and long-distance is quite hard. We met and spoke and ended it on very good terms. He said he doesn't want this but we don't have another choice. We decided that we both want to still talk and be friends. Besides, I'm leaving for UNI next year. He said if he hangs on to me any longer he won't be able to let go and I agree it'll be more painful if we don't end it now.
We decided not to talk for at least a week after and when either of us is ready we'd call. He was really upset about it all and throughout our relationship he has been nothing but amazing and so loving it was perfect.
It's been 9 days since and he hasn't called. I did text him once inbetween to let him know my exam scores but that was it. He deleted our photos off social media sites and I felt bad but, it had to be done.
I keep breaking down because I have to force my feelings away and I just, wonder if he will actually call me because he has a good control over his emotions and hiding them.
I dont know how to get past this.. Our relationship was so perfect and now we both are just, over. It's so painful.