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So my crush and I have confessed we liked eachother. We write paragraphs to eachother, write songs for eachother, and even write letters. We agreed that we won't be dating for a LONG time. He said "I have to admit truly from my heart I have strong feelings for you too.", "I'm so lucky to have you as a best friend and I don't know maybe more in the future, who knows what the future will hold" and "I'm on the same page as you. Maybe when you're ready for a relationship I'll be. As a bonus the age gap won't matter. You just have to keep in touch when you leave me at school and from there we can just live in the moment ❤💎"

Earlier today he was flirting and then ranted about his science teacher. I laughed so much he said he's gonna write a whole story for me for tomorrow. I quote "you can keep it and read it whenever you get sad."

Today he was telling me how a girl broke up with her boyfriend to get with him and he turned her down and she got back with the other guy. He said how if he were that boyfriend he would never take her back. He mentioned how she's pretty but not loyal so "screw that." Then he sent me a picture of her and said
"she is pretty" "admit it."
Isaid "oh yeah" " dont make me too jealous now, you do know I like you 😂"
Him: "haha"
Me: "just haha? 😂
"Him: "idk 😂"
Me:" so while were on that type of topic, I have a question. What would you rate me /10? Be brutal 😂😛
"Him: "9 because there's always room for improvement 😂❤" (I said that about his song before)
Me: aww❤ you're just trying to butter me up 😂😛"
Him: sorry did you say something? I went blind for that message only sorry 😂😂😂😂
Me: oh okay let me say it again then 😛😛
"Him: no its okay 😂😂

Does he find her prettier? Do you think he would've jumped into a relationship? Was he lying when he said I'm a nine? He says he's straight up with everyone but he tries to word it nicely with me BC I'm the only person he cares about hurting their feelings and he doesn't ever want to do that to me.