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I had a thing with a guy on our schools hockey team last August-November. It ended poorly as he was manipulative and controlling. He also made me feel worthless and sexually harassed me. After we ended, his teammate and best friend tried talking to me. I felt wrong about it as I had really liked his friend and wasn't trying to gain a reputation, as I wanted a relationship not a hookup. I soon realized he was trying to sleep with as many girls as possible. I called him a horn dog to a few of my friends but some how word got back to him and he blocked me on everything.

Soon after this, the first guy who I liked tried hitting me up again. I said for him to please leave me alone and then I blocked him on everything as he was playing with my emotions. Now i've been in a happy relationship for a year but im just annoyed that they still react to me.

To this day, more than a year and a half later, his whole team still stares and whispers as I walk by. I'm not the only girl who they've done this too, yet why do they react like this towards me still.
Even my friends have been noticing how much they still care and pay attention to me. It makes me feel really insecure and I start shaking anytime I see the two guys out in public.

Is it because I got the last word and he wasn't able to get me back under his spell and he's butt hurt?