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Personally I think she's the sort of brain damaged stupid that should be sterilized.. has nothing to do with her being black were she white I'd still say she should be sterilized.

https://www.tmz.com/2021/02/09/gorilla-glue-hair-tiktok-cut-off-ponytail-scalp-burns-needs-surgery/

-I just started university but can't handle engineering while everyone my age is finished
-i can't get out of bed and get work done
-i look fat
-i have acne
-i don't know what career to pursue
-i want to die
-i feel constantly like a failure
-i can't live my truth, my parents are religious nuts and im an atheist
-im pretty but I feel like its waisted on me
-my hair is not growing how I want it. I look crazy
-i keep comparing myself to people I knew in high school... facebook
-i have no friends, at university or before... I've cut them off of ignore them
-i want a significant other but I dont deserve that

Im a mess, depressed just turned 23 maybe i should die

I have an older sister who's 21. She lives with my grandma and is engaged. Her fiancee has a steady job at a grocery store and she has had 2 jobs but doesn't anymore.

Here's the pro's about her:
She wants to move out and get their own place and she is sort of looking for another job. She just got her drivers license and I know she loves me.

Now for the con's:
She treats me like shit. Doesn't give a crap about what I have to say and is constantly patronizing me.
Doesn't even have a GED, spends a lot of their money on materialistic things and is even sometimes crappy to our grandma who is enabling my freeloader sister.

here's an interaction we had once:

*She does my hair, using chemicals that aren't supposed to get in your eyes* *flips my hair into my eye* Me: "owww that hurt AND it has chemicals in it!" Her: omigod get over it you'll be fine my god" Me: "Why do you always downplay anything that bothers me?" Her: "Are you really gonna start this? My god just stop" *Argument ensues* Her: "Ok get out then, I'm done finish it yourself"
So I finished my hair and went to my birthday party, which she didn't come to.
Me:

Can you help me choose which hairstyle should i cut?

Unfortunately, as someone who loves to dye her hair and play with different colors... my hair is low key damaged. My sisters kept telling me I should cut it this short with this style... but I like long hair. Last two times I have a short A-cut and cut my own hair couple years ago had took me forever to grow it back, which means as a girl I can't do much to it :( I had my sister in law cut 2 inches off my hair yesterday, and it's already devastating LOLLL. ^^;;;;