Search Results: questioning myself

You don't care how I feel
You won't accept that I'm for real
Feels like I'm fighting on a battlefield
Won't take this judgement, so I must appeal

Although I know I'll probably lose this war
I won't give up, I'm gonna fight some more
You just don't know how much this means to me
So open up your eyes and try to see

I'd cut out my tongue with a blunt razor blade if you asked me to
I don't care how much pain it causes me, I would do anything for you

Yes that's right, I'd do anything
Gouge out my eyeballs without questioning
Yes I would put myself through all this pain
Pull all my teeth out without Novocaine

There is nothing I wouldn't do
For another chance from you
Even though I know that you don't care about me

Why ain't I good enough
Can't you see you've made my life rough
I've found out I'm really not that tough
But no matter what I never will give up

No I'm not gonna give up the fight
I'm a keep fighting every day and night
And even though you do not want me
I swear that I'm not gonna disappear

I would pierce my eardrum with a rusty nail if you asked me to
I don't care how much pain it causes me, I would do anything for you

Yes that's right, I'd do anything
Gouge out my eyeballs without questioning
Yes I would put myself through all this pain
Pull all my teeth out without Novocaine

There is nothing I wouldn't do
For another chance from you
Even though I know that you don't care about me

No matter how bad you treat me
I'll always come running back to you
I'd set myself on fire just to keep you warm
That's the truth

The truth that I'd do anything
Gouge out my eyeballs without questioning
Yes I would put myself through all this pain
Pull all my teeth out without Novocaine

There is nothing I wouldn't do
For another chance from you
Even though I know that you don't care about me

It's something I find myself questioning quite often. As it's an obvious double standard in the Western world. A general bias against its founding peoples.

White guilt has undoubtedly pushed its claws into the heart of European society. We can be anything but a white nationalist. Thanks to it's connotations to the evil moustache man, almost a century ago.


If we take into account, the mass death of people in Europe at the hands of the Germans and fascists. Then we acknowledge that the communists killed even more people, and have controlled half the world for a long time.

So it's not about the death toll. Since I can walk with a Mao Zedong or Che Guevara shirt in public. No questions asked...

However, I wouldn't get far with a Swaztika on my chest, that's guaranteed. To be perceived as 'racist' is worse than anything else nowadays. Even if you look into history, and see how 'racist' the Americans were compared to the Nazis. You'd be quite shocked to find out...

I find it peculiar between all the mass murderers, dictators and emperors; It's only Adolf Hitler that is seen as truly evil (in the eyes of everyone).

A European should be encouraged to support and fight for his/hers continent and civilisation. But the powers that be, don't want their population to act in the genuine interest of it's true inhabitants. The ones who cultivated and created these marvellous countries. Through innovative and cultural cooperation. As well as centuries of warring amongst themselves.


You might not be for Europeans wanting to protect what is theirs. But you should at least be able to see, how it's very unusual for a majority population to hate its own guts like we do.


Anyways. What do you think? Should Europeans be allowed to talk about their problems from a nationalist perspective?